~~~~~Seeking Love~~~~~
This afternoon, my Mum and I brought my Grandparents to Tampines Mall to have our lunch at Teppanyaki... So I wheeled her while my Mum and the maid supported my Grandpa... Surprisingly when we arrived, my Grandma wanted to sit on their chairs instead of sitting on her wheelchair... At first, we were all afraid that she may lean back and fall as it does not have a back support... So the maid and I supported her back for a while just to make sure she got use to it... My Grandparents really enjoyed the meal and my Grandma said she ate more than usual... After that, we went to Best and Century Square to buy a telephone as theirs was spoiled... We then went back to my Grandparents' place thereafter...
I then made my way to church for my Small Group... I managed to reach there in time and not all of them were there yet and by the way, it starts at 4:30pm... We discussed on Revelation 2:1-29 which talks about the seven churches... We only did 4 today and they were, church of Ephesus, church in Smyrna, church in Pergamos and church in Thyatira... The discussion was on what commendations did Christ has for each of the churches and for what sin did He rebuke them... Somehow we all felt that it is happening in current context too... I would like to elaborate further for the church of Ephesus... It was stated in Paul's letter that the church left their first love... This means that their passion for the love of the Lord Jesus Christ had become cold...
Recently I really felt that my life was full of regrets, disappointment, anger, hate, jealousy and sadness... After today's Bible Study session, I realised that I had forgotten to place all of those pain onto Him...
Dear Lord, I miss Your love badly... I desperately need to be loved again and I know that I had been a disappointment to You... Please dear Lord, shower Your love upon me and be with me now and forever... In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen...
This is JoNaThAn... signing out*...