~~~~~Who said life was perfect?~~~~~

What I am feeling right now is full of sorrows and confusion... Usually when you read about my daily posts, it's quite boring at times and sometimes joyful or full of anger but you will never be able to find any posts saying that my life sucks... But now, I'll be sharing how I am feeling right now... Life is never perfect... No matter how you happy you are, you must have felt sad at times... For me, I don't even know what I'm feeling... I don't even know why am I feeling sad at this moment... I feel that my soul has left my body and I feel numb everywhere... I am feeling all alone and nobody understands how I am feeling right now... No matter how much you try to understand my pain, you'll never be able to feel how I am feeling right now... I may appear in front of you as a happy and cheerful person but when I come back and reflect on the sad moments, I'll feel that pain again... I just can't stop the pain from coming back...

Alright, enough about the sorrows and confusion... Life is short... For all you know, you'll be married and you have to work to support your own family... So why should I feel what I am feeling right now... I should look at the brighter side of my life... Even if my day is not a joyful one, I'll be laughing at myself for being so stupid to even think of feeling lonely and sad... Why should I be?? I have my family here for me... I have my homies here for me... And of course I have You, Lord, standing by my side each and every day, every hour, every minute and every second of my life... I should never say that my life is lousy... I should always think back the happy moments I have experienced in the past sixteen years... Those were the happy times that I really enjoyed, laughing and just being myself... I can't believe that I wrote all those sad moments in my life... What was I even thinking about?? Why should I even feel that way?? Well, life is never perfect and that's true... You and I will always be going through obstacles and it's not just about going through those obstacles that is tough, it's about learning them and making the right choices in times to come... So my conclusion is, look at brighter side of life and all of us will feel happy:)...

Well... gonna play my games for a while before hitting the sack.... so cya real soon alright.... bye folks........ so long and goodnight, so long and goodnight............ TaKe CaRe you all yo.... NiTeZz to all my real homies and fellow readers out there somewhere visiting my blogsite and reading about my daily activities... Thanks for visiting... Please come again...... but for now, this is JoNaThAn... signing out*:)...