~~~~~EFFORTS WASTED~~~~~

I apologise for not updating my blog for a couple weeks... I've been busy with OGL stuffs...

To start off, the event planned out during TGIGF (Thank God Is Good Friday) was great... The video entitled, "Most", was shown... It was a very touching movie that moved us to tears... The after-snacks were delicious too and all thanks to the people in charge namely, Jocey... Happy to see your name there right?? So anyway, they were ordered from cottage pies...

This evening, I went to distress myself at the gym... If I had a punching bag, it'll be better... As what I mention in the previous post, I was assigned in the designing of the invitation cards for the VIPs... Well, the verdict was out yesterday and it wasn't even convincing to ease the heart crushing pain... After all my hard work, from the designing process to the making process, everything went down with just one word from the lecturer, REJECT!!... Till now, I cannot swallow the reason he gave which was, it takes two hands to open the invitation card and make the not crumpled when it's being rolled up into a scroll... I just cannot believe it... All the seniors were as shocked as I was... I really don't have any comments...

Well, for now, I feel that I may go into depression anytime... The only thing that is still putting a smile on my face, are the people around me like my family and friends... Whenever I think about what happened yesterday, I try my utmost best to give it all to the Lord... But why am I feeling the pain even though I gave my sorrows to the Lord??... I think I'm still holding on to that sorrow in my heart in one way or another... This is really, all my efforts down the drain... This is JoNaThAn... signing out*...

This says it all