Friday, April 23, 2010

~~~~~Tired Friday~~~~~

This week was such a drag. There were meetings almost every day and each meeting lasted for 3-4 hours. Finally, today's meeting lasted only for an hour as it was more like a debriefing.

Last Tuesday, 3 days ago, my LG and I met up at VivoCity to celebrate Jocey's 21st birthday in advance. We had dinner at 'The Queen & Mangosteen' and then dessert at 'Max Brenner'. We shared a chocolate waffle ice-cream and chocolate fondue. I reached home slightly before 12am.

Sometimes whenever I'm on the train, bus or wherever, I really envy those couples. This is especially to those ones who are so loving and not the "show-off" kind. How I miss those times I had, which I find hard to grasp upon it now. Oh well, I seriously don't know what to do anymore. The harder I try, the more my heart aches. I regret not giving chase for you but I'm glad that we are good friends. Even if it stays that way forever, I accept it but my heart still aches for some reason. I guess that I feel jealous at how easily you can get into a relationship as for I, find it hard to do so now. It's such an emotional night tonight.

To all, God bless and take care.

This is JoNaThAn, signing ouT*.

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